这过去的一周似乎有了一种难得得平静，
                          心态越来越平和，
           上自习的时候也不再感到烦躁，
我又开始抱着厚厚的朗文字典上自习了，
                     以后它将每天陪着我，

                                                                                                           感觉很好。
                          
              一切都好起来了，
                 宽恕，
                   原谅，
                      释怀，
                         一切的一切都很好，
                           每天都愿意微笑，
                             很多很多温暖的话语，
                                还有微微渗透的关怀，
                                   一点一点沁入。
                                原来当一切都归结于平静和静谧，
                             当每个人都选择放下心中有的顾及和不安，
                          生活就真的变得很不一样，
                       感谢自己越来越释怀的心境，
                    感谢身边的每个人，
                 谢谢你们的关心，
              谢谢你们的真诚。
                                                                        
                                         偶尔还是有些难以自持，
                                         偶尔会想懒惰，
                                         偶尔感叹“无处安放的青春”。
                                         但是，我知道，
                                         一切都会好起来的。

                                                                                                                                                                    看到这样一句话，
                                                                                                                                一篇文章的标题，
                                                                                                                                       一张醒目的海报，
                                                                                                              张扬的写着，
                                                                                                                                          “献给所有被爱情放逐的人”
                                                                                                                                        我喜欢这句话。
                                                                                                           此时的我不知道是被爱情放逐，
                                                                                    还是我已经选择放逐爱情，
                                                                    在每个人面前我都很倔强的说，
                                                                                                    我没有在奢望爱情，
                                                                                       我甚至没有在想象爱情，
                                                           对，我说“我是真的不想谈恋爱”，
                                                   可是，我知道，
                                                                  我从来没有停止幻想爱情，
                                                                             没有停止追忆那段已经逝去的感情，
                                                        即使那是一段曾经的疯狂，
                                       可是经历了就无法抹灭。
                                                                                    永远纪念那段无法回来的曾经。
                                                           那些事，那些人。
                                 
                                                                                   我相信，
                                                         爱情真的是这个世界上最难的遇见。
                                                                        而 对于我，我还没有遇见。
                                                                                  我还不知道如何去爱，被爱。
                                                          每天看着校园里来来往往的一对对恋人，
                                                               总希望看到的就是最后的完美结局。
                                                                         也会想要有个人依靠，
                                                                         总会想要有个人宠，无条件的宠。
                                                                   只是还没有遇见。
                
                                                                           如果爱人是件很辛苦的事情，
                                                                                     那么在爱的时候就要尽全力去爱。

                                                                                             绝不轻易说“我爱你”。
                                                           说了，就要不顾一切去好好的去爱。

                                                                                就是这样，
                                                                              突然想念或是想起一段爱情。
                                                                                            想起一种温暖，依靠。
                                                                                           渐行渐远。

                       我，从来没有放弃过爱情。
                       放逐再远，终有一天要回来。
                       等待一种遇见。